::mixed feeling::

rs snngh mcbr to finally wean off my beloved afeeq.

actually its about time to wean off,tp being a momma, xsmpai ati rs.

afeeq now 2years 5months.

alhamdulillah i managed to fully bf him until 2 years, mlgnye until now afeeq xnk dgn ape2 formula milk.

dh byk attempt sy cuba utk wean him off,antaranya ltk getah pokok, vicks, minyak cap kapak, nescafe, tp xberjaya.

mgkin kgagalan tu pun dr sy coz xsmpai ati bile tgk afeeq bt muka sedeh,huhuhu.

but this time i  have to be strong.

so starting yesterday, i used tamarind as my new tactic.
sedeh tgk muka afeeq yg tkulat2.
i also gave him air darussifa so tht he can adapt easily with this wean off thingy n hopefully he will find formula milk tht can suits his taste.

sape2 yg fully bf her kids will understand my feelings right now.
perasaan cmpur2 mcm air batu cmpur.ade sedih,hepi,kesian,xsmpai ati,serba slh n mcm2 lg. pndek kata,sume perasaan ngatif.

so rahah,again be strong for his owns bnefit.
Ya Allah permudahkanlah urusan kami.
afeeq syg,mama buat ni utk kbaikan afeeq,yg ptg mama bsyukur pd Allah n rs puas coz dpt susukn afeeq smpai 2thn.
mama rs puas dpt tunaikn tgjwb mama pd afeeq.
semoga kite jmpe susu yg sesuai utk afeeq syg,aminnn.